Cue the Hallelujah Chorus!
Simon & Schuster bought my book!
More specifically, the very cool Adam Wilson at Simon & Schuster’s Gallery
Books imprint acquired my teen thriller Dissident in a two-book deal negotiated
by my wonderful (cue the chorus again) agent, Christina Hogrebe of the Jane
Rotrosen Agency. I couldn’t be happier!
Two months ago, I posted the great
news that ABC Studios had optioned Dissident as a TV series. CBS Network
purchased the show, with two excellent people, Tripp Vinson (Red Dawn) and
Michael Seitzman (North Country) producing. It’s a rare thing, an unpublished
book getting optioned, and all thanks go to Tripp, who fell in love with the book
and invited me to a great lunch, where we discussed his vision; to my film
agent, Joe Veltre of the Gersh Agency, who got the book into Tripp’s hands in
the first place and who bought me the best-tasting beer I ever tasted when we
met at a bar to discuss the deal in progress; and, of course, Christina
Hogrebe, who first championed Dissident, helped me ready it for the market, and
brought Joe onboard. For all these people and countless others, I bleed
gratitude.
And yet, a whisper of dissatisfaction
tempered my joy. Getting optioned and triggering a TV series was unbelievably
awesome – an undreamed dream come true – but the real dream, the original dream,
remained unsettled. For years and years, I worked on my craft, doing everything
I could to become a better writer, and my not-so-surprising dream was to write
novels for a major publisher.
Ever read that old Langston Hughes
poem, the one spoken by the “dreamkeeper”? The narrator advises readers to give
him their dreams, so he might wrap them up in cloud cloth and protect them from
the too-rough fingers of the world. For much of my life, I stored my dream with
him. I read a ton and wrote every day – millions and millions of words, mostly
stories and random scenes and doomed novel attempts – but until fairly
recently, I kept my true dream under wraps. People knew I wrote, knew I
published stories, and then knew I was trying novels, but for the longest time,
I didn’t dare to confess my true dream, to write books for a major publisher,
to make my living telling stories full-time, and to see my books on the same
shelves as other authors I’d read and loved. Considering that even so limited a
search as authors whose names also started with “Di” brought up names like
Philip K. Dick, Charles Dickens, and James Dickey, you might understand why I
was a little sheepish about confessing my dream, my ambition. To put those
things to words seemed almost a guarantee that the too-rough fingers of the
world would break my dream into itty-bitty pieces.
But I also knew the warning
expressed in another of Langston Hughes’s poems, “A Dream Deferred”:
What happens to a dream deferred?
Does it dry up
like a raisin in the sun?
Or fester like a sore--
And then run?
Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over--
like a syrupy sweet?
like a raisin in the sun?
Or fester like a sore--
And then run?
Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over--
like a syrupy sweet?
Maybe it just sags
like a heavy load.
like a heavy load.
Or does it explode?
A couple of Christmases ago, when my
father passed away (Mom’s been gone almost twenty years now), I took inventory
of my life, sat down with my wonderful wife, and committed to action. I didn’t
want to defer my dream any longer. Christina agreed. I poured all my time into
writing, joined an M.F.A. program at Seton Hill University, and even started
telling people my intentions. Carting my dream out into public made me
vulnerable, but it also stirred my fighting spirit. Now that I’d announced it,
I was going to do everything in my power to make it happen. Ten months later, I
finished writing Dissident.
I’ve blogged about everything past
that point, and the ITW folks have been nice enough to feature my success story
on their site, so I won’t go into it all again here. It’s been a crazy,
dizzying time, never happier than this moment.
I’m absolutely ecstatic to see this
dream come true, to find not only a home, but the right home and the right
editor, for my book. It’s the best thing I’ve ever written. I do love the
characters and their dark, little story, and I’m having so much fun, playing
with sequel, planning it and roughing out some of the early chapters and jotting
down those occasional half-scenes that leap up, demanding immediate attention. I’m
looking forward to every step of the road ahead but most of all to seeing Dissident
out in the world, both as a show and as a book.
I’ve already mentioned a number of
people to whom I’m deeply indebted: my agents, my producers, my new editor, and
most of all, my incredible wife, Christina. I’ve been blessed with the greatest
friends in the world, some of whom I need to thank right now. A huge thank you
to Matt Schwartz, who first helped me to understand, commit to, and plan my
dream and then helped me during literally every step along the way. Thank you to
everyone at the Jane Rotrosen Agency, who believed in me and made me believe in
me. To my first readers: Todd, who’s so paranoid he wouldn’t want me using his
last name; my brother, Jeff, who’s never failed to pump me up about my writing;
incomparable genius and great friend Adam Browne; my dear friend and sharp-eyed
editor, Elaine Prizzi; my first teen reader (and incredibly insightful critic),
Kenzie Briglia, and her dad, Dr. Ron Briglia; and again, my wonderful wife (and
unflinchingly honest critic), Christina. To everyone at Seton Hill: Chris Von
Halle, who provided the most thorough critique I’ve ever read; my critique partners,
Swea Nightingale and Don Bentley; and my mentors, Victoria Thompson, Tim
Waggoner, and David Shifren. To Dr. John Dougherty and Dr. Gary Della Zanna,
who helped me understand pharmacology, brain science, genetics, medical
technology, and transhumanism. To my author friends and mentors, who were never
too busy to answer a call or an email when I needed their guidance: Jack
Ketchum, Jonathan Maberry, Lisa Scottoline, John Hornor Jacobs, Chris Shearer, Jacob
Keir, Lissa Price, and especially Doug Clegg and Melissa Marr. You guys were,
and are, amazing. Thank you!
The funny thing about thanking
people, though, is that by making the list finite, I’m leaving off a number of
people who also deserve thanks: my family, all the Troublemakers and Anxious Appliances,
my Necon family and Thrillerfest friends, important teachers from the distant
past, former students and coworkers who rooted me on, and many others. Thanks
to all of you, mentioned and unmentioned, who’ve helped me and believed in me, who’ve
taken my calls and answered my emails, who’ve prayed for me and hoped for me
and shared, who’ve given me feedback and given me rides, who’ve shared in my
disappointments and joys, and to anyone who didn’t laugh when I confessed my
publishing dream.
I know this has been a long,
rambling, and probably self-indulgent post, but I’ll tender no apologies, not
when I’m so thankful and so excited to find my dream a reality and my book at
Simon & Schuster.
As they arise, I’ll post updates
here and on my brand-spanking-new Facebook author page, johndixonbooks, which I really hope you’ll
take a second to “like.” I’ve also joined Twitter, but I don’t really have that
figured out yet, so for now, I’m pretty much just reading others’ tweets. If
you’re on there, please let me know, and I’ll “follow” you. During a recent
Simon & Schuster “author bootcamp,” I glimpsed the tip of the exciting yet
daunting social media iceberg bobbing in my future. Whatever the channel of
communication, I’ll continue to keep you guys in the loop. Thanks, as always,
for your time, enthusiasm, and friendship!

29 comments:
Congratulations and this was wonderful to read.
I committed to a similar decision when I inventoried my life a couple years ago And what's funny is, Langston Hughes also popped in my head--"What happens to a dream deferred?" THE EXACT LINE IN MY BRAIN. Bam!
I knew I was miserable the further I walked away from my dreams and redesigned my life to try and chase after them.
Anyway, I'm so happy for your successes and I'm excited to see the good things coming your way!
YAY!!! I'm so happy for you, Dixon. It's amazing what can happen when you finally make that commitment to your dreams. I can't wait to read the book!
Woo-Hoo!
Wow, John congratulations! Excellent news! Well-deserved.
Thanks, everyone!
KRISTINA: I love coincidences like that, and I'm happy you're chasing your dreams, too.
LORING!: Thanks -- and thanks again for sharing your excellent story, "The Bombay Trash Service", recently!
NICK: Exactly, brother. Thanks!
DAN: So good to hear from you, man, and thanks! Hope to see you at Necon next summer.
Great news and a great post John!!! We've only known each other a few years but I could see how much you wanted this dream. Your hard work has paid off and you deserve all the success in the world. I can't wait to hand you my very own copy to sign. This calls for a shot of Jameson at Mulligans. This time, I'm actually going to drink it.
Thanks, Pete! Hanging out with you in Manhattan is always a blast, and I'm definitely holding you to that shot at Mulligans!
Proud of you, buddy. You've earned it.
Who knew when you were a snot-nosed kid tugging on my arm that you would eventually go on to surpass me and make me look like a hobo.
MICHAEL: Thanks, pal. You're the best.
L.L.: We're both having a good year, brother.
Congrats, John! I really loved working with Adam Wilson, he's a great editor. I think you'll enjoy the process.
Thanks, John. Adam seems awesome. We've met once, talked on the phone, and exchanged a few emails. I love his brains, his enthusiasm, and his sense of humor, and I'm really looking forward to working with him. Thanks again for taking my call when I was trying to figure everything out!
Congrats on this John. You've worked incredibly hard to earn it.
Thanks, Mike! It _is_ a lot of work, but I really do love every bit of it, from brainstorming to proofreading and everything in between.
Congratulations! I'm sad to hear that your book won't be out 'til 2014, but I imagine there're still quite a few time-consuming steps between writing and having millions of books hit the shelves.
Also, you're one of the only people I've known who I could ever see making a living writing fiction (what with being a good storyteller and actually putting in the absurd amount of work), so I hope someone has had the decency to smack you for that whole "I didn’t dare to confess my true dream" thing. (Granted, most of the people I know, anymore, are scientists, who, don't even, really, grasp on any level how to use, commas, correctly.)
JOHN THE SHORTER: Thanks for the vote of confidence. Of course, you're married to someone who's basically a rumbling volcano of writing talent. If she ever decides to buckle down and put her novel on the page, it's going to explode.
Thanks again for helping me out with the science / medical / technological stuff. You not only provided information but also sparked ideas and guided my thinking -- a HUGE help. I hope I may call on you again for the sequel, which will probably include LAB SCENES!
That sentence is more accurate without the "writing"--she's more of a rumbling volcano of talent. ...which I think is a blessing and a curse, at this point, but I'm hoping she'll one day be able to have the spare energy and time to devote to more of her talents (especially writing and other more work-intensive ones). As I'm not looking to entirely blog-jack you, I'll just use some of Norman Maclean's words for the only way I can summarize her and her writing: "It is a strange and wonderful and embarrassing feeling to hold someone in your arms who is trying to detach you from the earth and you aren't good enough to follow her."
I feel like you're giving me entirely too much credit for whatever bit of actual help I provided; honestly, I can only recall sending one (maybe two?) emails your way with relatively little information (and actually had thought, several times since, "I wonder if/when Dixon'll get in touch 'cause he needs some real science-y stuff"). I'm glad it was useful, but, for as little as I actually speak, I could talk about pharmacology/science for days with an interested layperson. So, yeah, if you're ever curious about more or I can come in handy by BSing about lab work or reading a scene or whatever else, holler. (If I ever wasn't so lazy about writing, I'd've written at least a couple of mediocre, meandering stories about labs/impossible science already, myself.)
Great Maclean line, and Eleni deserves it -- though, as always, you sell yourself short (ha ha -- short). There were a couple or a few looooong emails packed with info and clarifying messages back and forth. Another friend, Dr. Gary Della Zanna of the NIH, handed me articles and explained a bunch of stuff over beers. I'll be stalking both of you again soon. In DISSIDENT, I mostly applied the science; in the sequel, I'll need to show how at least some of it works, and I'm going to need help explaining a glitch that my plot badly wants. So keep that massive, throbbing, self-deprecating brain of yours hydrated and limber, please!
So what you're saying is that I need to come prepared with a few articles, then I'll get beer.
JOHN: And with the scientific precision of a doctor, you have arrived at the truth...
Congratulations, John! What amazing news! Last year, I got just an inkling of your dedication to this dream. It seemed like your successes were determined to be somewhat ephemeral, but you hung on. I look forward to reading your books in print and hearing more great news!
Thanks, Carin! I'm so happy things have worked out this way, and I'll definitely keep you in the loop. Hope you're having a good year!
Hey Mr.Dixon. We're glad to see that you got your book published. You were missed at the Springton last year.
Chad and Fish! Thanks. Great to hear from you guys. Yeah, I missed all of you, too, and particularly when some of you guys Tebow-ed as a form of attack. Brilliant!
Congratulations, John! I am happy for your success and your decision to commit to your dream. I'll see you at a book signing!
KAREN: Thanks for stopping by, and thanks for the kind words! It was such a treat, running into you at Northbrook. Hope you're doing well!
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